Monday, March 7, 2011

350 and closing...Gastric Bypass Story

The day I am discharged from the hospital! 
Me and “Pouch” my teddy bear that came 
to me all the way from Michigan!











The nurse enters the room and sits next to my bed. She tells me “Angela, I have your hospital discharge orders here and I need to go over them with you”.
“When you get home, Dr. Kim wants you to no longer take the following medications:
- Two High Blood Pressure pills – don’t take them anymore
- Diabetes Pills that you take daily – don’t take them
- Diabetes Pill that you take twice daily - don’t take ‘em
- Diabetes Pill taken 3 times weekly - don’t take them
- Insulin injections taken twice daily- don’t take them
- Insulin injections taken once daily- don’t take them

Don’t take my medicine …Really?” My tears began to fall.

Gastric Bypass surgery: a change in lifestyle and God’s Favor are supposed to work together to save my life.  At 5’5” tall, I have often said that the 350 pounds I carried around were not only slowing me down, but those pounds were killing me.  I wanted to be an effective support member in my ministry, and I wanted to see my business grow.  I couldn’t do ANY of those things effectively while weighing 350 pounds and consuming 14 prescription pills three times a day; not to mention the three, separate injections I needed to take per day.  Now, this skinny little nurse is sitting here telling me that I no longer have to take EIGHT daily pills OR ANY of my daily injections.  “How can Dr. Kim be sure?” I ask her.      “Haven’t you noticed your vital signs when we come in to take them?  Your blood pressure has been normal, your blood glucose levels have risen no higher than 124 – and that was when you were in some pain.  Your temperature is normal, you are off the pain meds now and you had already lost 20 pounds during your two-week liquid diet.  It’s ok to cry.  You are getting healthier!”

          At 5:45 a.m. Monday morning, February 28th, 2011 my daughter, her Godmother and I walked through the doors at Celebration Health, and I registered at the desk.  I was scheduled to undergo the Roux-en-Y procedure robotically, minimally invasively, and in HD/3-D under the direction of Dr. Keith Kim.  I was ready for it.  I have been ready for it.  My daughter was snapping pictures and videos and asking me if I was excited.  My sister called me from Michigan to pray with me… and I looked around in wonder at the marvelous looking operating room as they wheeled me in.  Oh My God!  I felt like I had just arrived on the Holodeck of the Starship Enterprise!  Robotic arms protruded from the ceiling, almost in spider leg-type fashion.  Mirrors and cameras and lights and… “It’s time for you to relax now” says the anesthesiologistDear Father, I present myself before you now… I am in your Hands.  Your will be done… I love you, Lord…

                Now it’s Thursday morning and I am being discharged.  What an incredible week.  My daughter and her Godmother (who incidentally came to Orlando from GEORGIA to be with us this week!) drove about 30 miles round trip daily to be with me… to go to school… to have conference calls for work… to be with me.  Praise God!  My beloved 83- year- old grandmother called the hospital so often to check on me that even the janitor knows her name!  My baby sister mailed me a weight loss companion (pictured).  I named him “Pouch” in honor of the size of my reconstructed stomach. My phone received so many calls and texts that the battery simply died.  DIED!  I still can’t charge it… I need a new battery.  In the words of my adorable sister Sonya…”That’s CRAZY!”
 God is amazing.  I am shrinking and getting healthier.  There is so much more to share with you… the surgery, the eight (8)-hour recovery, the MORPHINE ITCH and more… keep reading… keep praying.  I’ll be here –
        
Angie BEE
www.AngieBeeProductions.com
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Sunday, February 27, 2011

When God begins to Mend your Spirit, Mind AND BODY!



My Body
My daughter took this picture of me today.  While my nose was pinched off with a clamp, I was spending 10 minutes of my life breathing through a hose, attached to a machine.  This machine was supposed to reveal my body’s metabolic rate, so as I being to loose weight, this rate can be monitored.  WOW!  In ten minutes, a machine can tell me about my body.  I have the report in my hand right now.  WOW!  My body is about to change.  One year from now, I will probably be 100 pounds lighter.  This is incredible.  Praise the Lord!

My Spirit
Tomorrow night my church family will pray for me during bible study.  I am grateful for this spiritual preparation… but still feel hesitant about all the attention.  I pray that I to grow to a place where I can accept when others just want to love on me.  My Spirit is growing now… and that is the ONLY thing about me that I want to continue to grow! 

My Mind
Am I ready for weight loss surgery?  YEAH!  I am ready!  I am ready to walk again without huffing and puffing.  I am ready to reach my toes again, and I am ready to see parts of my body that I haven’t seen in awhile J  I am ready to not wake up at 4 am with low blood sugar and a hunger that could move mountains.  I am ready to no longer need three injections a day from diabetes.  I am ready to sleep on my stomach again.  I am ready to sleep without a mask on my face.  I am ready to no longer take 14 pills per day, three times a day.  I am ready.

When God begins to heal you from the inside out, you can’t help but be grateful.  Thank you Father, and thanks to each of you for your prayers while I am in recovery.  BEE Blessed.
Angie BEE has gastric bypass surgery on
Monday, February 28th, 2011
By Angela Bennett
Written exclusively for
www.Getthe411.biz

IF IT AIN’T ONE THANG… IT’S ANOTHER

Living for Christ, in spite of Daily Issues

“No weapon formed against me shall prosper, No Stress, I’m Blessed, I’m Strong”… these are the lyrics of a song entitled “Blessed”, written by Write Twice Enterpraisement; a set of identical twins that rap for Jesus.  It is really an inspiring song with a catchy beat, and it begins with the line “Tell the devil, You Can’t Stop Me!”  Well, I totally agree that the devil can’t stop me… well… the devil can’t stop me, most of the time.
Today, I got the phone call that I had been waiting on: My journey towards weight loss and healthy living is progressing!  I have been planning on having weight loss surgery this year, and the phone call that I received today was the call I was waiting on; to schedule me for my surgery.  On February 28th, I will have weight loss surgery.  
Weighing in at 350 pounds, I have been utterly miserable.  Unable to stand or walk without back pain and knee pain, the weight has not only limited me from attending events but it has stopped me from worshipping the way I really want to.  At 5’5” tall… this weight is in no way, shape, form or fashion a healthy lifestyle for me to live.  Not to mention, the “co-morbidities” or additional health challenges that are associated with this excess weight.  How can I serve the Kingdom of Christ and evangelize to the unsaved, while carrying around THREE-HUNDRED and FIFTY POUNDS?! 
Last Sunday, my Pastor ordained me to be a Deaconess.  What an honor this was!  Standing before the pulpit and facing my congregation, I felt awash with humility, honor and a sense of commitment to press on towards a deeper relationship with Christ.  Standing before the pulpit and facing my congregation, I was also reminded of how difficult it is for me to stand.  The pain that slowly crept up my knees and toward my back almost overwhelmed my silent prayer to myself as my Pastor spoke.  

The list of duties and responsibilities that my Pastor spoke seemed to go on, and on, and on… as the pain became more intense.  “I’ve GOT to get this weight off!” I said to myself… even though I know that I should have been quietly thanking God for this honorable position.  If it ain’t one thang, it’s another.  

If I ain’t thanking God for a blessing, I’m complaining about an ailment.  My knees hurt, my back aches, my blood sugar is over 300, the cpap mask keeps coming off my face at night, my asthma is acting up; I want to praise God through these storms… but the clouds seem to be getting larger every day.  I want to stay focused on ministry and give God all the praise… but if it ain’t one thang… it’s another.  My heart is torn… but I will still praise Him through this storm.
Thank you Father.  Thank you for V108 Gospel Vibe Radio network Founder and CEO Roy Eavins.  Roy saw something special in me and now I am the host of a daily radio show called The Hottest Home Hotspot.  My show airs weekdays from 4-8 pm EST on www.V108GospelVibe.net and features Holy Hip Hop, Christian and Gospel Rap music.  I am on a hiatus from my show now, in order to prepare for surgery.  My show resumes the week of April 4th.  During my hiatus, log onto www.YouTube.com/MyJBNOnline for previews up my upcoming shows.  Each day, I can talk to listeners, crack jokes and testify while I play music.  This is a wonderful honor.  Thank you Father.  
Thank you for the “7 CHOSEN in ’11 Tour “and my business partner Primus “Terry” Greene, Jr.  Each day I get to work on the tour, working in my purpose, planning and promoting.  This tour searches for up and coming singers, dancers and gospel music producers and will be hosted by churches that recognize the need for evangelism.  I am honored to present this event and you can log onto www.TheChosenTour.com for details.
Health, Happiness and Holiness; this is what I want to focus on this week.  Next week could be something else!  It’s always something else… ‘cause if it ain’t one thang, it’s another.
BEE Blessed,

I am
The “Queen BEE” Angie BEE
www.AngieBEE.com
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